I don't know what it is, that I feel inside when I think about everything.It's like being happy and sad.It's like want to cry and laugh at the same time. Will it ever take an end? This feeling of insecurity...I want to trust you,but something inside my head says no. I don't want to be jealous but my mind don't allows it. I want to be happy ! And sometimes I am! But sometimes I am not. It's a seesaw. A permanent seesaw of my feelings. My heart says yes,but than my head make one's point and says no! I hope that my heart will be stronger than my head soon. Because I really do love you. And I know for sure that this will never change! All I had to do is to get a grip on my other feelings<3